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ahhhh...going under but I can still breath ,I may not title this one cause it maybe to long, my FUCKEN to do list is weighing me down, and here I am in the middle of the ocean looking for a "life jacket" when I can swim. I'm no "fish of the sea" but God created us all the same able to, willing to, I'm open to, shyt what else I'm I gonna do, but be like Peter and trust the almighty and walk on water even in the mist of this stormy weather.

aaaaahhh ..i'm going under and no one seems to realize that i'm sinking, so why wait for she,he or them to save me, no mame save your self. SELF made, never duplicated, born alone, gone alone, so why drown waiting for a hand out, better off trusting my inner guts, telling me to swim a while than walk on water, swim,swim, than walk. Easier said then done, I know that, u know that, the person that told me,wrote me, whisper in my ear knows that, but simply going with that 1st thought of YES! proceed swim out of this stormy weather to a calm sea, where the fish swim in groups and the scavenger stay at the bottom of the sea, no worries on them, I want be sinking any more, waiting for a "Life Jacket" when i know I can swim..swim..than walk on water.